Ive never felt this way before about somebody. Sometimes I wish I wouldnt feel it at all. At other times I wish I could feel more than just what I remember before you left. My name is Charles. But most people call me by my middle name, Ramsey. I live in a small town called Miami in northeastern Oklahoma where there is practically nothng to do except to go see a movie or to go bowling. Ive lived here for twenty two years and I plan to leave after I get my associates degree in music from the two year college here in town. Its not a very big college but we get people from all over. Theres a lot of students from Miami that say they are going to leave and never come back. But theres a small percent that just stay here to continue going to school here because its cheap and close to home. Im in the small group that stayed. And if I hadnt stayed I wouldnt have ever met the girl I love with all of my heart.