"Because in truth, I am that monster" What made L a monster? This story is about L's shadowy past, inescapable present and destined future. Light has defeated L in unfair battle, now trying to break him physically and mentally. Will he be able to do that, or get shattered himself by L's haunting past and monster instinct? What does he want from L? What is the real identity of Near and Mello? Mature content, child abuse, twisted love LxLight LxBB I don't own any of death note characters.