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A Deathly Goodbye

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"Do you ever think about living, as much as you think about dying?" He asks, standing in the doorway of my bedroom.

"I dont think I was ever meant to live. I think I was put on this earth to see how much a human being can suffer. I am just an experiment. 
a miserable, sad little experiment gone wrong."

This book is a collection of poems, thoughts, and inner conversations presented as a therapist like conversation where my brain has the problem and my inner voice or he as I refer to in the book tries to rationalise the feeling or thought and tries to give a different way to look at things or tries to make sense of it.





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