The Sorrow of Christopher Bahng

Things feel out of place. I don't understand anything anymore.
I want to feel better, but I can't.
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"Hey Chan?"
Felix looked Scared.
"What's up Felix?"
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He would have never wanted this, but sometimes this is how things have to be.
It doesn't matter now.
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Felix cares too much. Way too much. It's not like he can fix everything.
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"Well, I can sure as hell try!"
Felix seems determined.
"Well clearly you aren't good at it!"
Silence filled the room, Felix just stared at me. He looked down, then up at me.
"Okay, fine. I'm done."
He spoke one last time, before leaving.