The girl I used to be
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Ongoing, First published Oct 28
asylumblurryconfusiondisordersmysteryparanoiaquickpaced
When a seemingly perfect girl ends her own life, dark secrets surface...

Isabella Abbott, with the luscious blonde locks and the sparkly, Barbie-like dresses had it all: popularity, loving friends and parents, a vast collection of clothes and makeup, and looks that most girls would die for. 

But, all along, that was merely a deceitful, well-crafted mask. A mask made to conceal her inner thoughts, her struggling mind and her cold, unfeeling heart.

Isabella thought she had kept her thoughts safely locked in her pink diary. That's until her neighbour, Elizabeth Hawkins, a clever and determined girl, breaks in her house and steals the precious journal.

What secrets will Elizabeth uncover about the beloved girl, who was believed to be innocent and flawless?
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A LOVE WRITTEN IN SHADOWS

55 parts Complete

Devansh Choudhary is a man of many faces-an unyielding CEO by day, a feared mafia king by night, and the fiercely protective father of a young daughter. Ruthless in his world of shadows, he never expected his marriage to Saanvi Rathore, an innocent woman with a quiet resilience that stirs his guarded heart. Saanvi, aware of the darkness surrounding Devansh, is drawn to his young daughter, and slowly to the man who shields them both from danger. But as love begins to bloom in secrecy, buried truths and relentless enemies threaten to destroy everything Devansh holds dear. In a world where trust is a luxury and love is a risk, Devansh and Saanvi must walk the line between loyalty and survival, facing shadows that refuse to stay hidden.

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