Hurts So Good

"Do me a favour and don't cry," he warns as a tear threatens to spill over from the lower lashes of my make-up smudged eye. "They'll kill you."
I gulp, suppressing the burning in my eyes and stomach. I knew there were people in front of me, behind me, who would not hesitate to point their guns at me if I decided to say or do anything against this wedding.
"I do," I speak once the priest is finished with the vows. My own voice unrecognizable for me. Only one thought going over my head again and again: that my life will never be the same. My glistening red eyes lift up to the man in front of me, the monster, my husband.
Then he pulls me closer and crashs his lips onto mine.
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My name is Claudia Haven. The name of the person whose existence turned my life upside down is Carlos de Monroy. I am snatched away from my family, my home, and thrust into the dark world of nothing but blood and crime. And the ruler of it all, is my husband─Carlos de Monroy. He may have become my husband, the master of my fate, the decider of whether I'll live to see tomorrow or not, but he'll never get any love from me.
None of the demons of the underground around me know why I am blindly following him. He is my mortal enemy; the one who killed my father. So I'll gladly do anything to earn his trust, until his grip on me slackens off and I, Claudia Haven, his wife, takes revenge on him.