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Amnesia

xoxoControlFreak

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Parts 11
Time 56m

xoxoControlFreak

*ON HOLD*
*Previously known as Expiration Date*
Every single day I get up and I feel my heart stop- just a bit. This is not me- I am not this person I let everyone see, someone happy and good humored. I am scared. But who isn't right? I can't let people hurt me, so I hurt myself. I don't want your pity- I want closure. I want to know what happened that night- the night that changed everything. And even though I am denying it- I want to share with someone to get reassurance of the fact that I am not mentally ill.

***Acknowledgments***
Thanks:
To my readers- thank you for being there and bearing with me.
To wreckedhavoc for my awesome-saucylicious cover. 
To CrimzSky for encouraging me to start this mess.
To everyone who has critiqued my work and given me things to improve on.
To everyone commenting on this story and telling me what you think.
And most importantly to my cat, random things running through my mind, and caffeine. Nah, just kidding thank you guys for giving my book a shot- I never thought I'd be able to achieve what I have (even thought that is not that much in comparison to bestsellers). 

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