predicaments that never last

At this point I was so far gone, I couldn't even tell you my name. Its as if my sense of danger, of being, fell out the window. This, I think is the death of me. But no, he's not done. I'm finally released from the death grip his lips held me in. "I missed you." He whispered. I missed him too. But I couldn't bring myself to say it, to admit it. I tried to keep my composure. But he was undoing every thread that I've tried so hard to keep woven. And I was afraid that If I didn't pull away now, there might not be a tomorrow. Though, somehow, I was okay with that.
Bury me 6 feet under right now, and I'd be content. Because the way he was kissing me right now, made me crave more things than I'd ever bring myself to admit. As much as it scared me, it was the reason I came back. The reason his arms pin mine above my head. The reason I'm breathless against the wall. And as he looks down at me, I realise what deep shit I got myself into.

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Alex Madden was everything Liam Kavinsky wasnt. pretty,popular, etcetera etcetera. Alex's life is perfect, Liam doesnt even know the definition of the word. Alex lives in the moment. Liam doesnt know what it means to be free as he never was allowed to be. Stuck between pleasing his parents and finally allowing himself to be happy. But sometimes no matter how badly you want something... it never goes according to plan. and "i love you" isnt just words or a promise.. sometimes it means your future, if you still have one in the end

xxxxx

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