You are confused. You have been, for a long time. He is sure. He has always been. You were afraid to fall, because you didn't know—you didn't want to believe—he was there to catch you. He has been there, for a long time, and you didn't see because you were too busy telling yourself you're just you, and it's impossible for him to feel the same for you. And it is, because he felt so much more.