Who am I

I'm summer a 15year old. Check that; I'm summer a weird, ugly, depressed, antisocial 15 year old who barely has any friends, except for Jake and Lilly. My mom named me summer but i think I need to change it, probably to Violet or Elizabeth. I just don't like my name It brings back to many memories and I'm trying to move on but how can I when so many things remind me of that place and everything in my past. I'm stuck between reality and the present and to be totally honest it sucks.