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Peter was Jealous of His Heart
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ilikehorsesandcake
Complete, First published Nov 01, 2024
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"Because how does one continue through all this? Still keep pumping, unrelenting. Peter was jealous of his heart."

Peter Parker accidentally gets himself captured and tortured. Every moment different to the next, his reality breaking and his sense of hope fading with every twisted moment spent in agony. When he is not being tortured, he is being sedated, drugged, paralysed, which further disorients him. Sometimes he cant tell the truth from reality. Will he ever be rescued? will they find him? or will they only find his body?
...OR 17k ish words of mostly angst

This is inspired by a couple 2024 whumptober prompts (yes I know its late sue me):
1: Race Against The Clock
10: Blow To The Head
14: Left For Dead

plus others can be applied, too.
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"Who's this?" Spiderman points to an old polaroid on my desk. I glance at it, before going focusing back on Spider's shoulder, "Just a boy I was friends with in high school. He kinda just disappeared after his girlfriend died though." "Oh. Were you close?" I shrugged, the old feeling of bitterness reentering my heart after so many years. "I would have called us best friends, but I guess not close enough for him to want my help." "I'm sure he just didn't want to hurt you." "Whatever, I'm over it." "You still have his picture." "I said I'm over it, Spiderboy! He left, he's not my friend anymore! Not like you won't do the same thing when you leave here tonight. I helped you, and now you have no use for me. Just like Peter." ------ You used to be best friends with Peter Parker. That was until he met Gwen Stacy and fell in love. And when she died due to a freak accident, Peter left you for good. You were on your own now, and you preferred it that way. No one was going to hurt you now, you just had to get through med school and you'd be a-okay. At least so you thought. Exactly five years after the death of Gwen Stacy you find a beaten-up Spiderman laying on your porch. He could barely get out a word before you led him into your apartment and helped him clean up. After that fateful night, Spiderman would pay you almost nightly visits to fix him after his nightly patrols each night. You couldn't help to get close to the masked man. But there was always that underlying fear that he was just using you as your other friends had? Or was there actually a friendship? As the months went on you found yourself falling for the superhero. Surely this was bound to end in disaster. ------ Warnings: mentions of blood/gore/vomiting, some cussing, there will be no smut of any kind so don't ask Disclaimer: I do not own Spiderman or any characters related to Spiderman

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