Is first love always a failure?

I had a first love maybe you had a first love too or your classmate or your bestfriend too had a first love! what if first love comes true, one gets to loved by someone they love too, get married and have children then die a peaceful .....isn't it wonderful? but what if it's other way around first love doesn't come true? Saira, a innocent youth had a first love too. Where she lives, a handsome boy lives there too, Aarav. She loves him because he's her first love but what if her first love become the very reason for her demise? she's scared and hurt now...her mind is now ringing with a thought- is first love always a failure?