One Of The 4400 Part 1 & 2

Part 1: "Holly, don't feel bad about this, she'll understand. She has to, you are her sister." Vance consoled. I could see him hug her, her head against his chest, like a lover's embrace. Her crying and sniffling. At that, I felt something in my chest break. It was like glass.
Just as I was going to get up and go back upstairs, I could hear Holly pull back her silent tears and say to Vance, "Alright, I won't get upset. I'll go get her."

Then I could hear her move closer to the front door and go closer to the steps, I couldn't move. I was frozen in place. Just as she turned her body to the bottom of the steps, she looked up at me, walking up and past me.
Holly was oblivious as to where I was. In fearful shock, I turned my head to look at her as she walked past me, going up to the kids room. I felt something warm and wet hit my shoulder. I touched it with my finger and looked at it, it was blood. I touched under my nose.

Part 2: It's been a few months since Helene and Zara went to separate female prisons. They were out of my life and I'm sure there isn't any problems running my way-except for worldy ones like my sister Holly, she's dealing with a new boyfriend and I don't like him much. The kids Ben and Laney are fine so far. Even Vance is doing okay.
I don't understand why this dream is tainting my peace.

The dream has been hanging around since I noticed a new girl in my therapy sessions with a small group at the center of the gated community where I live with the other 4400's. To describe her, she has blonde wavy hair and brown eyes. She didn't say hi to me or anything, I just simply noticed her and went on about my day. She felt... off, though, as if I might know who she is. I tried to shake off the feeling until the dream came. I don't know if it's my subconscious talking to me or if I view her as a threat to the group, to Adam, or me. I don't even know how to proceed with this, it would be ridiculous, right?

*will update in April*