I love him but I hate me

Charlotte Ivy West was a simple girl . I mean.... Until two months after she turned 15 . Thats when it all started . Her mom died in a car accident and left Lottie with traumas and with an alchoolic father . Her brother was in college so , she only had her bestfriend , Evelyn that knew all of her traumas and how her father is when hes drunk .Finally , she got into her dream college where her brother is , Elijah . She didnt want to spend her money on an apartment so she moved in with her brother and his roomie .

Lucas Kai Miller is a grumpy boy who plays football all the time . He lives for partys , girls and his best friend, Elijah . He always dreamt of living with his best friend in an apartment so he made the dream come true . Him and Elijah are inseparable . They are the school stars . I mean... they are the hottest guys in the school . Girls are drooling after them and signed for cheerleading only to be next to them . When the school year ended , Elijah anounced his sister will be their new roomie . Things took a turn when he saw her and knew she was the most beautiful girl in the world but couldnt let anyone know that , especially Elijah . He was over protective over his younger sister.