I Can't Say/No Puedo Decir [Original]
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Mytaegyu_sopeworld
Concluida, Has publicado nov 03, 2024
Contenido adulto
englishespañolinglésoriginalspanish
Book published in English & Spanish
Libro publicado en Inglés y Español

English/inglés:
This is the story of my mind-fragmented, raw, and unapologetically honest. It's not a linear account of events, but a collection of thoughts and memories, driven by the chaos in my head. Some of what I share may disturb or resonate, as it taps into truths we often conceal. Through this journey, I confront the people who left their marks, both good and bad, and explore the parts of myself I wish I wasn't becoming.

You'll see the world as I do: from a fading light within, grappling with what it means to be heard, to exist authentically. This is not the version of me shaped for others-it's the real one, untamed and unfiltered. If it alters how you see me, so be it. This is my truth, my escape, and my attempt to be free.

Español/Spanish: 
Esta es la historia de mi mente, fragmentada, cruda y honesta sin complejos. No es un relato lineal de los acontecimientos, sino una colección de pensamientos y recuerdos, impulsados por el caos en mi cabeza. Algunas de las cosas que comparto pueden perturbar o resonar, ya que tocan verdades que a menudo ocultamos. A través de este viaje, me enfrento a las personas que dejaron su huella, tanto buena como mala, y exploro las partes de mí misma en las que desearía no estar convirtiéndome. 

Verás el mundo como yo lo veo: desde una luz que se desvanece en mi interior, lidiando con lo que significa ser escuchado, existir auténticamente. Esta no es la versión de mí moldeada para otros: es la verdadera, indómita y sin filtros. Si altera la forma en que me ves, que así sea. Esta es mi verdad, mi escape y mi intento de ser libre.
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