It doesn't get any better after their death, it only keeps getting worse. She wonders how she could do it all by herself.
Credits: To my boyfriend who was there for me through the whole story cheering me on.
I'm broken beyond repair and yet... I still wish for someone to save the last pieces of me before I completely die away.
I only have one wish... And that is for someone to see past the smiling facade... For someone to see through my bright smile...
I want someone who will ask me even just for once... If I was alright... If I was okay... But no...
Everyone sees no one else but the happy me. Even jealous of how much I was enjoying life... How mistaken they all are...