I can't lose you again.
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It has been 4 months since Eren has been in a coma. Eren had tried to commit suicide after a fight between the both of them. He just felt unloved, and unneeded. He felt that he couldn't go on without Jean. When Jean was at work, Eren tried to kill himself. Drugs, knifes, blades, everything. He couldn't go on. Jean found him locked in the bathroom, and tried to save him, but already, Eren fell into the coma, with just a little chance of surviving.
[] This book will be triggering, and suicidal. There will also be smut in some parts. If you don't like, please don't read. Also, most of the chapters will be flash backs from the past, when Eren is not in the coma. []
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