Melting wax || Boy × Trans Boy||
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Last published Sun, Apr 13, 2025
Icarus fell,
He was not sorry. He was not afraid. Even when the unforgiving sea embraced him one final time.
Icarus fell, yes. But it was clear that that mattered not to him. For before he fell, Icaus flew.
'°☆this is a story based off of my life :)
Hello there, I'm Icarus! I've grown sick of not being able to find cute, heart warming bl with a trans main character. As a trans man myself, I don't like how most trans men (especially in fan fiction) are described and/or depicted. So, I decided to write my own story, and make it as perfect in my eyes as I can.
So, what should you expect?
¤ Well, for starters, expect bad writing. English is not my first language and I have dyslexia so that makes writing even harder.
¤ Probably angst in the beginning, chapters that are every dysphoria heavy, and badly written smut
¤ I will **never** refer to the ftm mc's genitalia in a more 'female' lens (unless it's to emphasise discomfort or dysphoria) since I find that sickening
☆Colour coded system☆
🤍-Mentions of obviously trans related problems (eg: wearing or having problems with a binder, packing, slight voice dysphoria)
🩶-Dysphoria heavy chapters
🖤-Mc being misgendered/not being accepted/being bullied
💙-Summery of previous chapter
🩷-Fluf/comfort
🧡-Mc on his period
❤️-Smut/smut heavy chapters
💚-Prologue/Epilogue/author's note
♤Friendly reminder that this story is based on my life an my experience. Also it will be updated very inconsistently
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