Paradise // Steven Fernandez
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Last published Wed, Mar 2, 2016
I wrote lonely on my body because that's what I was.
And 'ugly' on my mirror because that's what I saw.
But then he came and I felt his lips write "perfect" on every single inch of me.
There was once a time in my life, when I wanted to fall off a bridge,
But then he came along and made me forget the difference.
{Listen to Paradise by Jack & Jack if you want)
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