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The Weight Of What I Can't Say

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!! TRIGGER WARNING: Suicide, Bullying, Homophobia, Self-harm !!
Leo and Soren have been inseparable since they were six, but everything changes when Leo finally admits his feelings. After coming out to Soren, the secret is spread, and Leo becomes the target of cruel bullying. As Soren distances himself, choosing his reputation over their friendship, Leo spirals into self-doubt, despair, and isolation. When Leo's private journal-a heartbreaking testament to his unrequited love for Soren-is exposed online, it pushes him to the brink. But in the wake of a tragic decision, Soren must confront the consequences of his actions, realizing too late the damage he's caused. This is a haunting story of love, betrayal, and the devastating impact of silence.All Rights Reserved

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The Drugs Won't Help Book. 2

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