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Depression with a passion

PhanOfPhilAndDan

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Reads 1,638
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Parts 13
Time 1h 14m

PhanOfPhilAndDan

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Dan has been depressed since the age of sixteen, now at the age of twenty-one things take a turn for a worse. But then he meets Brooke, the girl from the bus, and soon there relationship blooms and everything is great. WARNINGS: SELF HARM, SUICIDE, DEPRESSION, MILD SWEARING. MIGHT BE TRIGGERING.All Rights Reserved

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