My Suicidal Book
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Ryann is a suicidal girl who doesn't believe she has a purpose on this earth. Who really does anyways? Life is just a big messed up book with no theme. There's no reason to read this book called life.
Read how Ryann faces depression {or not} in my book; "my suicidal book".
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