Contemplating
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There's a fine line between laziness and incompetence and I'm balancing on it like a tightrope. I'm a loser. I'm an unsuccesful author. I live in a cheap apartment after I left my family. I haven't accomplished anything for all of the 22 years I've lived. And I just got married.
To a man.
While I'm a man.
When I was drunk.
Just...just goddammit all.
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