Broken dreams || Johnnie Guilbert x reader
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Last published Sun, Nov 10, 2024
" He had the most perfect blue eyes i had ever seen"
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Y/n had been struggling with her mental health due to her mothers passing that made her father an abusive drunk.
She meets a guy in school, who she becomes interested in. Will he save her or make things worse..
Read to find out
TW:
Sh
Ed
abuse
drugs
suicide thoughts and attempts
I Will try put warnings in the beginning of every chapter. It is quite boring in the beginning but i will try make it better
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