Haunting You - Boys of Tommen

This is a Boys of Tommen fan fiction, following Lizzie Young and Hugh Biggs. This story is a sequel to my other completed story 'Seeing You' which follows Patrick Feely and Katie Wilmot, and this story won't make much sense if you read it first.
All of these characters belong to Chloe Walsh, I do not claim any of them as my own, this is purely for fun.
TW: This story will include self harm, character death(flashbacks), eating disorders, cheating, depression, suicide ideation/attempted suicide, anxiety, bipolar disorder and overall a lot of trauma. There will also be some explicit scenes that are 16+. I will however being putting specific warnings for different chapters, so you can avoid triggers.
Thank you so much for reading and I hope you enjoy! (Comment any questions or suggestions that you have for me)

I will grieve her for longer than I knew her, I will spend more time remembering her than I ever spent in her presence.

I want so desperately to get out of my own head, to escape the void that is threatening to swallow me whole. There is no reprieve.

Except him. He is the light at the end of my tunnel, the strong pair of arms that welcome me home, the only real thing I have left besides my pain.

And I've lost him.

Just like I lose everything, I pushed him away, but he continues to haunt me, and I cannot, will not let him go.

She was my everything, my burden to carry, mine.

But she doesn't want me anymore, she's made that perfectly clear.

But I can't turn off my heart that's been programmed to beat for her.

I can't silence the constant worry in my mind for her.

I will spend the rest of my life being haunted by her, and it's worth it, as long as she's always with me.