My Neglectful Mind

When your mind never sleeps and turns into a war lord holding you hostage, it impacts your friendships more than you allow yourself to believe. You are too busy suffering silently in the corner. It does nothing but push those who love you away. It makes you hate yourself and question whether there is something wrong with you. I now know for a fact there is something wrong with me and this has impacted my life more than I want it to but at the end of the day, I am its prisoner, shackled trying to craw to the light at the end of the tunnel but unfortunately for me, the light fades away each day. This marks a victory for my captor, my mind and with it, I lose a friend dearer to me than air.