One last love

Have you ever wondered why love even exists? I do all the time, wondering why I waste all my time on something that could end in tears. Love seems at first that it could be magical, all those memories you make with the one you think you love. But what you end up with is a bucket of ice cream and a room full of snotty tissues. Not knowing if you want to end up with this person for the rest of your life or just a part time kinda thing. But this is where my story ends so let's start from the beginning.