misfortune

"i hope it won't be too long until then. i just want some release. but it will be too hard to let go once it is time. is it ever going to change? i don't want to be like this forever. but i don't want it to end." -lauren's journal

When Lauren walked, she told a story. It was almost like her legs moved in a way they were about to collapse. But then you looked at her face, and it kind of made up for that. The sorrow you felt for her, even though you don't really know if anythings wrong or what.