My Vegan Vampire (Yuri)

~GAVINA~
Is it insane to feel like I have wings growing in my back? I feel like that’s insane, but maybe that’s just to the average person who doesn't believe in magic. But I do. So maybe it’s not insane. But maybe the fact that I do believe in magic makes me insane. But how can you not think that at least something is out there? I mean, especially with the people I know. Or maybe they’re also insane. Or maybe the Mad Hatter was always right. We’re all a little insane.
These thoughts have been bugging me for a little over a year now. Ever since about two months before my 14th birthday it has felt like limbs have been forming in my back. It’s felt like wings have been forming. Not to mention I’ve wanted to fly for oh so long. Doesn't everyone want to have wings and be able to fly, though? But how many people actually feel like it may happen to them? But it’s ridiculous. If it were true, then I’m pretty sure I would have sprouted wings by now. Even though I’m pretty sure there are people with wings, I’m not one. It’s a week before my 15th birthday. I’m sure they would have come out a long time ago. And if it were true, my parents would probably know. And they probably would have told me, right?
So no. There is no way i, lil’ ol’ Gavina, have wings. So back, please stop making me feel like i need to stretch out something that isn't there. Please stop getting my hopes up. Because god, do I want to fly. I oh so wish that I’ll be able to feel the wind and forget the world up in the clouds. Please stop making me want it more. Stop giving me the hope that there’s a chance. Because I know there isn't.

(Artwork is Angel and Vampire (Sorano and Shiki)
by BlackStarsShineToo. I own nothing. I am aware that this is from a real anime, but this is the best I could find. If someone would like to send in art work for me to use, I would greatly appreciate it. Again, I own nothing, and if asked, I will gladly change the cover and respect the artist's wishes.)