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Higher [boyxboy]

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Time 1h 46m

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"He threw the pills in anger; satisfying in watching them scatter along the floor, satisfying in the noise that they made, in the echo that carried. He wished the bathtub was filled with water when he lied back down and turned on his side; he was turned away from the room, away from the pills, hugging himself.


A few minutes later he crawled across the floor, picked up a little pill, and put it in his mouth.

Jay wouldn't like him...

_Not if he knew who Nick was_"

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or Nick is self-destructing and accidentally falls in love.



*There are tags I didn't use because I didn't want to give away the plot, so keep in mind that the rating is mature (There won't be anything too graphic, I just wanted to make sure). Thanks. 
**I'm also uploading this on ao3.All Rights Reserved

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