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Higher [boyxboy]

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Reads 105
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Parts 8
Time 1h 46m

love_is_a_penguin

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"He threw the pills in anger; satisfying in watching them scatter along the floor, satisfying in the noise that they made, in the echo that carried. He wished the bathtub was filled with water when he lied back down and turned on his side; he was turned away from the room, away from the pills, hugging himself.


A few minutes later he crawled across the floor, picked up a little pill, and put it in his mouth.

Jay wouldn't like him...

_Not if he knew who Nick was_"

-

or Nick is self-destructing and accidentally falls in love.



*There are tags I didn't use because I didn't want to give away the plot, so keep in mind that the rating is mature (There won't be anything too graphic, I just wanted to make sure). Thanks. 
**I'm also uploading this on ao3.All Rights Reserved

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A New Year's Kiss (BoyxBoy) by Jinglebean

"Happy New Year!!!" It was now or never. I pulled Alex's arm that I was still holding until he crashed into me in surprise. I put a hand behind his head and closed the gap between us until my lips met his. Alex's body had gone stiff with shock, but I just pulled him closer, letting go of his arm, and putting both hands at the side of his face. Suddenly I felt a change in Alex's body and he began kissing me back. I responded immediately, deepening the kiss, feeling my whole body let go knowing I had done it. I was kissing Alex. The day Jay made the decision to kiss his best friend seemed no different to any other. But that one kiss had consequences that neither boy would have ever dreamed of.

Mine by KatNim

" what's wrong," he asked, fucking tears, now I have to answer him " nothing I'm fine," I said he scoffed " I didn't ask are you okay but obviously your not fine," he said I roll my eyes at him why can't he leave me alone " I'm not in the mood to talk Alex," I said drinking "you're never in the mood to talk to me," he said inhaling the smoke of his cigarette Alexander and Elliot they are alike but at the same time different one is deadly when you get close other one crazy when look deep into his soul Everyone are scared of Alexander and tries to stay away from him still girls and boys throw themselves at him but he has his eyes on Elliot Elliot is hurt but still smiles and laughs with his friend everyone in school fear him every girl wants him he hates gays but when Alexander stares at him he feels something and that scares him because he never thought he would these things towards a man So what happens when Elliot is not just attracted to Alexander but something more and Alexander notices that it's not lust he has for Elliot will Alexander and Elliot both heal each other and maybe love? What will happen in Elliot's life when Alexander enters? I know its sounds a cliché Highschool story but I promise it's not , I love BoyxBoy books to read and I thought I should write one, this book has a mature scene and little violent. For those who don't like bxb books it's okay you can read my other books and those who like bxb books read it it's going to be awesome Start: 4/12/2019 End:12/3/2020

Songbird (Tradley AU) by TiredTris

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Destroyed (BoyxBoy) by xoxo_Prince

" What the fuck you mean you leavin'? " he said, wrapping his hands around my throat. " Put me down, Jay! " I said in between breathes. " Promise you won't leave?" he said, breathing heavily. I looked into his eyes, and this was not the man I fell in love with! His eyes were pitch black, breathe smelled like straight liquor, and he was even stronger that I remembered. " Answer me! " he yelled, throwing me on the bed. " I fucking hate you! " I cried. " You do, huh? Get yo' bitch ass on with that soft shit, Ion' wanna' hear it! " " You promised me! You promised me that you would never put yo' damn hands on me! EVER! " I said, grabbing my keys walking towards the door. " Where the hell you think you going? " " Don't fucking worry about it! " I said, slamming the door behind me.

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A New Year's Kiss (BoyxBoy)

"Happy New Year!!!" It was now or never. I pulled Alex's arm that I was still holding until he crashed into me in surprise. I put a hand behind his head and closed the gap between us until my lips met his. Alex's body had gone stiff with shock, but I just pulled him closer, letting go of his arm, and putting both hands at the side of his face. Suddenly I felt a change in Alex's body and he began kissing me back. I responded immediately, deepening the kiss, feeling my whole body let go knowing I had done it. I was kissing Alex. The day Jay made the decision to kiss his best friend seemed no different to any other. But that one kiss had consequences that neither boy would have ever dreamed of.