You know when you wake up in a cold sweat and you just try and try to get your breathing collected and your body to calm down so you can go back to sleep? I go through this every night. It didn't use to happen until that one day that changed my life forever. That one day that made me realize I can't trust anyone even my own self. Because when I do everyone gets hurt especially the one I loved the most. Yes I said loved. It all started when I lost my phone in the girls bathroom.