Fault. It's her fault. It's her fault for pushing away powder that day. it's her fault to be locked up in a jail for 6 Fucking years. it's her fault for leaving powder with silco. it's her fault for coming back. it's her fault for wanting a world comprised of peace. it's her fault for believing vander's words and be the leader or girl that Vander always saw she is. it's her fault, that she still has humanity left in herself. it's her fault for trusting someone from topsider. it's her fault, for trusting. it's her fault for still believing that powder is alive. it's all her fault. right? isn't it because of that, everyone blames her for something that is so out of her reach. not care about how her 2190 days were spent in the jail, with herself and her thoughts alone. for not seeing the sadness and regret in those violet coloured eyes. it's all her fault. yes, it is. for not belonging anywhere. and Vi understands that the hard way when the only person she confessed to not change and be with her as she is 'alone', also left her crying and in pain on the ground, not even 1 hour later of her confession. it's still her fault right? Her fault for still having some hope left on powder and Caitlyn but it was badly broken. it was no doubt her fault for thinking that she belongs with them. when she clearly not. For wearing the uniform that haunts her even in broad daylight just for someone to left her crying on ground. Her fault, For loving and still having some hope left. so, she decided. that day on the ground. and what she decided? Read to find out. *..................* "Everything was fine. One that felt like mine. I sweared, I will never be like them but I was also a kid back then. And, now I understand, loving is hard. You always try your best not to get hurt. But, now I know, sometimes it's better to let someone or someones go." *..................* Warnings ⚠️: Everything is possible in this fic. still 16+ rated.