Losing myself... where the f*ck am I (chat fic)
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  • Reads 2,837
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  • Parts 17
  • Time 1h 5m
Complete, First published Nov 16, 2024
Ever hear of people who get lost in someone's eyes? Well, guess what - I won't even be able to find the person to get lost in their eyes, 'cause I lost myself somewhere in the middle of nowhere before that could even happen.

It all started when my Aizawa-Sensei told me to go run a lap with the rest of the class. Simple enough, right? Well, leave it to me to turn that into a total disaster. I was just trying to keep up, you know, but somehow I ended up taking a wrong turn and got completely separated from the group. 

Next thing I know, I'm wandering aimlessly around the school, with no idea where I'm supposed to be. I'm just going in circles, trying to retrace my steps, but it's like my internal GPS just stopped working. It's so frustrating! I swear, I could be standing right in front of the person I'm looking for, and I still wouldn't be able to find them.

I managed to make my way up to the rooftop, which was supposed to be off-limits, but at that point, I was just desperate to find my way back. And let me tell you, trying to explain to the Aizawa-Senei how I ended up locked on the rooftop while the rest of the class was down below, running their laps like normal people? That was a whole other level of awkward. What am I supposed to anwser I don't know it myself. The door leading to the rooftop was supposed to be closed...

 It's like I lost all sense of direction and self-awareness in that moment. 
I just wish I could be one of those people who can get lost in someone else's eyes, you know? But first, I've gotta figure out how to stop getting lost in my own life. Maybe I need to invest in a really good compass or something. At this rate, I'm gonna end up wandering the streets forever, too busy trying to find myself to ever find anyone else.
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