In the early days of my career as an idol, my group didn't perform well.
We didn't sell much, and public opinion about us was at its lowest. In other words, we didn't leave much of an impact.
But that was to be expected for a newly formed group from a small entertainment company. Unfortunately, our company wasn't patient enough to wait a couple of years to see results.
So due to my doll-like face and small figure-contrasting to the other members' cool image-the company decided to take a risk. They forced me to take the role of a "Pure Maiden," surrounded by her "Princess Charmings," pairing me romantically with my members to fuel fans' obsessions.
But I hated it. The sugary, innocent persona felt suffocating. So, in a desperate bid to break free, I cut off my long hair into a flowing, boyish shag and altered the way I carried myself, aiming for a "Boyish Girl Crush" image.
As a result of my sudden transformation, an irreversible loss of fandom began.
Shocked by my appearance-changing from cute and princess-like to tomboyish-fans expressed their disappointment and protested to the company for my dismissal, blaming me for my reckless actions.
To make matters worse, the other members of our group, NewJeans, made similarly foolish decisions one after another, ultimately leading to our inevitable downfall.
Five years later, I spent my days filled with regret for not accepting my role as the "Pure Maiden" of the group.
If only I could go back in time, I would be exactly what the fans wanted me to be.
Then, one day, as if the gods had grown tired of my countless complaints, I inexplicably returned to the early days of my career as an idol.
Now, all I want to do is fix my mistakes. I've vowed to become the "Pure Maiden" the group needs and to walk the path of success.
However, a new problem has arisen. The other members seem to have fallen for my "Pure Maiden" act-for real.
Kpop Alternate Universe
Newjeans x Female Reader
Adaption
DISCLAIMER: HIGHLY ADAPTED
"You don't love me, you can't love me." My body shakes uncontrollably as I fall to the ground, sobbing into my hands as I try to muffle the sound desperately.
"Just let me love you, I can't love you if you won't allow me to idiot," a whisper echoes through the walls as he squats down next to me, placing his hand on my back, rubbing, small, reassuring circles.
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It was never supposed to be like this, why did I let this happen?
Hyunjin and Y/n lived in the same neighborhood. They were best friends for the longest time until Y/n was forced to move schools right before high school.
Four years have gone by and Y/n grew a new persona. She doesn't smile anymore like she used to, she doesn't wear her hair in pigtails, and she doesn't wear those big, round, glasses everyone used to make fun of her for. When she moved her parents took away all forms of communication from her, thinking that she didn't deserve the love and care she was getting. She managed to keep in contact with one friend because their parents were friends, but she lost all contact with Hyunjin. She felt horrible for it, she cared about him the most and never got to say goodbye like she planned. After her parents kick her out to go live with her grandparents, she moves back to her hometown hoping that no one will recognize her.
Hyunjin felt betrayed when Y/n left, she left without a goodbye and didn't speak a single word to him in the past four years. Without her around, he grew close to Chan's group of friends. The summer before high school started, Hyunjin and his friends matured and all the girls in school found them attractive. They fought for the boys attention but Hyunjin only thought of Y/n regardless of all the pining girls. He hated that she constantly ran through his mind, wishing he could just forget about her.
As everyone walks into their 4th period, two people catch each other's gaze. One feels guilt bubble up in their stomach and the other boils with resentment.