You're Just Another One

"Did you love him?" she asked.

I pause for a second, not knowing how to answer that. I take the deep breath to stop the tears from pouring out.

"Yes, yes I did."
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Ever had one of those crushes you knew you will always have lingering feelings for? Yeah that guy, that crosses your mind every now and then. The one that makes you feel alive but at the same time makes you feel like you’re dying on the inside. I bet you’re probably thinking of him right now. The charming lopsided smile, messy hair, and oh the words he said to you that swept you off your feet. You wished for him to like you back so badly, but life is just another cruel game and fate was never in your favor.

This is exactly how I felt. Only ten times worst. And I knew deep down in my heart this was the type of love that takes a moment to fall into, but a lifetime to get over.