Behind Her Smile
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This is a true story about the struggles of living with Schizoaffective disorder and the effects depression has had on my life. This story might be hard to read but it's my life and everything I have been through. I hope you all can join me in a retelling of my life and get the chance to learn about my disorder, A disorder that is often portrayed in a negative light. I hope that my experiences can maybe help someone else going through what I have and still come out of the other end feeling like a soldier.
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