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Behind Her Smile

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This is a true story about the struggles of living with Schizoaffective disorder and the effects depression has had on my life. This story might be hard to read but it's my life and everything I have been through. I hope you all can join me in a retelling of my life and get the chance to learn about my disorder, A disorder that is often portrayed in a negative light. I hope that my experiences can maybe help someone else going through what I have and still come out of the other end  feeling like a soldier.All Rights Reserved

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Suicidal by kaii12321

This is the story of an abused teenage girl, Maddie. Her need to die has become overwhelming and she is trying to find a way to help herself before she does something she may regret. The story is told from her point of view as she recalls all that has happened to her. Maybe telling her story will help her, maybe not. This isn't just any other sob story. This is more realistic. You may even find yourself comparing your life to Maddie's while reading this story. Disclosure: I wrote this as a 13-year-old and the writing is definitely not up to my current standards, but I feel as though changing what I have already written would take away from the emotion I put into this story at 13 years old. If you'd like an updated and more well-written version, please read my other story entitled "Remembering". TW/CW: domestic violence, child abuse, sexual assault, depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation

Letter's i will never send by Summertanline

I was always told that if i was having a problem, unless it seriously effected me to keep it to myself. A series of letter written by me to the people i would want to send these letters to but will probably never ever send them. A peak in through the window that is my life. A story of good times and bad times.

Not really here by AnaRaylyn

TW- this story contains SH, addiction, SA, suicide etc. this was the first book i had ever written and it is not edited yet but will be, there will be changes to chapters in the future. A 15 year old girl is being bullied and abused, her life is a living hell. to ease the pain she slices her arms in hopes that it would help, alas it had only made it worse. as the weight of the world became heavier upon her shoulders, her thoughts tell her she is no good. Then one day she cuts to deep that sends her to the hospital, where a nurse takes her in. She soon finds love, hardship & gets pregnant then she is finally happy. But is she really here... This is a book full of ups and downs and lots of things you'd never expect! Made in 2013 Cover by @-nattychan- Edited by @Iryshlily & @anaraylyn

"THE TALE OF LEO: "THE COURAGEOUS SCORPIO" by Mis-Spelled_011

Dear avid reader, before you embark on the journey dwelling into the story mine life, I want to let you know that all you will read here are all TRUE. It is quite an adventure and I hope that you will find this hopeful, inspirational and you're gonna look beyond my failures in life. NOTE: WRITING IS NOT MY PROFESSION BUT IT IS A PART OF ME. I AM NOT GOOD IN WRITING STORIES. YOU MIGHT SEE GRAMMATICAL ERRORS AND OTHER TYPO WORDS.🥴 MY APOLOGIES IN ADVANCE IF I TURNED OUT TO BE RIGHT.

Maybe? - A Kryoz x Reader by glxssynarvi

(THIS BIO MAKES NO SENSE, I'M ONLY KEEPING THIS STORY CUZ SOME COMMENTS ARE FUNNY ASF AND THIS STORY HAS DONE WELL) [COMPLETED] Y/n breathed in. And breathed out. She was nervous, her nerves were getting to her. "You'll be okay..." Y/n sighed. Y/n closed her eyes... And jumped. (TRIGGER WARNING FOR SELF-HARMERS AND LIGHT-MINDED PEOPLE!! MANY ROUGH TOPICS COVERED, PLEASE DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE SENSITIVE TO THESE TOPICS!!) [16,588 Words Total in this story]

Lightning by LyLightning

This is my story. My life. Now before you read or turn away, I must warn you my life is anything but normal. Bad luck seems to follow me and everyone I love. Abuse, drugs, alcohol, heartbreak, loss; all of the above. I still don't know how I am here. Dealing with this endless cycle of depression and darkness.

I Really Messed Up, Guys: A Supernatural Self Harm Fic by nothisispaige

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Suicidal

This is the story of an abused teenage girl, Maddie. Her need to die has become overwhelming and she is trying to find a way to help herself before she does something she may regret. The story is told from her point of view as she recalls all that has happened to her. Maybe telling her story will help her, maybe not. This isn't just any other sob story. This is more realistic. You may even find yourself comparing your life to Maddie's while reading this story. Disclosure: I wrote this as a 13-year-old and the writing is definitely not up to my current standards, but I feel as though changing what I have already written would take away from the emotion I put into this story at 13 years old. If you'd like an updated and more well-written version, please read my other story entitled "Remembering". TW/CW: domestic violence, child abuse, sexual assault, depression, anxiety, suicidal ideation