Help Me, I'm not Dead (Completed)
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How am I gonna cope now that the man of my dreams is dead?
I seriously have got to get over myself.
Is it possible to move on? Find someone better?
I don't know.
But getting into therapy is not better. Its not.
And getting set on dates that I so don't want to go on is even worse.
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