Hayden's POV is a heartfelt and bittersweet journey of unrequited love, self-discovery, and growth. Hayden, a high school senior, has secretly harbored feelings for Flynn Reyes, the perfect and seemingly untouchable guy in school, since their first year. Flynn is everything Hayden isn't-smart, athletic, wealthy, and adored by everyone. But to Hayden, Flynn is more than just the school idol; he's the object of years of longing. Despite knowing he has no chance, Hayden decides to take a leap of faith and finally confess his feelings to Flynn, only to be met with rejection.
Flynn, though kind and considerate, gently turns Hayden down, explaining that he's not gay and values their friendship. Though the rejection stings, Hayden takes comfort in knowing that he was honest about his feelings, even if they weren't returned. The pain of his first heartbreak is deep, but as graduation day arrives, Hayden resolves to move on. With high school behind him, he's determined to focus on his future-college, new opportunities, and leaving his feelings for Flynn in the past.
However, fate has other plans. Months later, Hayden unexpectedly crosses paths with Flynn once again in college-but this time, Flynn doesn't remember him. Flynn has lost all memory of their time together in high school, including the crush Hayden had on him. Flynn treats him like a stranger, and though this new encounter offers both of them a clean slate, it also forces Hayden to confront the complexities of his lingering feelings. Now, he has to navigate the confusing mix of nostalgia, new beginnings, and the possibility of a relationship with someone who no longer remembers the past.
In this story, Hayden's journey is about emotional healing, the passage of time, and the challenge of moving on from unreciprocated love. Can something new blossom from the ashes of Hayden's first heartbreak, or will the weight of his past feelings and Flynn's forgotten memory hold him back?
Book Five out of five in the New Beginnings Series.
OLIVER PIERCE:
I've always waited for the darkness to consume me. Every day, I open my eyes, and I wait for it to hit. It never does. I cry for hurt animals, mourn the loss of life, and hurt in the name of others.
Empathy is something I have, and it's stronger than I thought.
There wasn't any kind of darkness in me, but I still feared it would pop up.
Five years ago, my girlfriend of three years completely abandoned me when she found out about my past. And I made the vow to never open myself up to anyone romantically again.
It was better this way.
But there is this irritating "bad boy" who thinks the world owes him. I've known him for the last four years, and he won't leave me alone!
He made a bet to win my heart.
Our friend group is going on a road trip, and I'm stuck with him as a roommate. I'm straight. I'm closed off. I don't like him! I swear!
Shit, I might have been wrong about that because why does he feel so right?
MALACHI REEVES:
The bet is to win his heart.
That's the prize.
I'd have his heart.
I'd have him.
And he's all I've ever wanted.
However, Oliver swears he's straight, but I noticed the way he looked at me through college. The curiosity in his stare.
So, I want to show him what I have to offer him during this damn road trip across the United States.
Things don't go at all how I planned.
Something dark and haunted lives within Oliver Pierce, and I want to help him through it. The sweet smiles, the soft laughter, and everything in between-I want it to be mine.
I have two months to prove to him that we're meant to be. No matter what darkness lingers behind him, I'll help him battle it all.
I'll keep him safe. Protected.
But only if he lets me.