"IF IT MEANS I NEED TO KILL SOMEONE JUST TO GET BACK NYRIS' SOUL, THEN I WILL!" they snarled, their fingers digging into the Elf's delicate shirt, leaving red marks on the pale fabric. Their eyes, burning with a furious fire, were locked on the lost soul who now occupied Their partner's body. "Don't even think about acting like him," they hissed, Their voice thick with hatred and disgust. "You are NOTHING but a FUCKING USELESS LOST SOUL!"
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You were sure you wanted to die. You'd had enough of the pain, the emptiness. But then, you woke up. Not in your own body, but in the body of a warlock - a body that is supposed to be still alive, still breathing, still capable of feeling. This journey, this bizarre twist of fate, had given you another chance. A chance to feel alive again, after you failed once in your realm.
Realizing that everything gonna be something brand new, makes you feel how thrilled and lovely to be alive again, and if only these bodies were yours, forever. If only you could hold onto this feeling, this precious gift of life, and never let it go.
That's right, these are just.. my memories. They're flashing before my eyes, but why? Am I dying? No, I can't die yet, there's so much I have to do. And really... I really don't want to relive through these memories. My past... This worthless past. This worthless...
"And that fleeting hope where I started to believe that I could fix my life grew so big, I couldn't control it. At that moment, I knew I had to make it back to finish my self-imposed duties."
"But in the end, they were nothing but words. I couldn't manage a single thing on my own. At the end of the day, right before my eyes, I'm reminded that I shouldn't have been the one to survive-Not at all."
All of my attempts, everything I've been through, and all I had to suffer for, it was all just a pathetic, comical, uninteresting story.
[Also on Quotev under GabrielXander]