Fucked up

"God this is fucking hard." Said fluttershy as she leaned on the brick wall just beside pinkie.

"Yeah I know what you mean, it's not exactly easy to put on a smile all the time, but I mean I guess we have too!" Replied pinkie

Fluttershy chuckled "yeah I guess you're right."

Fluttershy looked up to see the sky
"I just really fucked up. I really don't know what I did, but all of my friends, (except for the other main six) fucking hate Me! I don't know why, but I must've done something really bad for them to hate me so much."

Pinkie looked over at fluttershy "they're just asses, you didn't do anything, and it was only your middle school friends, they weren't even nice to you! Plus not ALL your friends hate you! You've got five besties! Seven including spike and starlight."

Fluttershy slouched down "I know..but what if it is my fault? You're kinda biased since we're literally best friends whose friendship depends on the fate of our country! That changes things.."

"Well-"

Interpreting their conversation pinkie gets tapped on the shoulder, "miss, it's time." She hears a male pony say.

"Oh shit fluttershy I gotta go! Sorry girl we can catch up later k?"

Fluttershy nodded and eventually stood up.
"I hate my life"

she said hoping somepony else might have heard her and wanted to help. No one came up to her, safe to say she was disappointed.