Back to the Beginning
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After Peggy walked out of Steve Rogers' life, he never let anyone in again-until Bucky and Nat introduced him to you. For four years, you loved him fiercely, patiently, hoping he'd one day say those three words back. You gave him your heart, your time, your everything... but Steve, haunted by the past, never said "I love you."
Just as you begin to let go-tired of waiting for love that never comes-Steve finally realizes he can't afford to lose you too. But fate has other plans. A devastating accident steals his memories, erasing the life you built together and pulling him back to a version of himself that only remembers loving Peggy.
Now, you're a stranger to him-and he's the man you never stopped loving. As he struggles to piece his world back together, and you wrestle with the pain of being forgotten, the question becomes: can love survive even when the memories are gone?
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