The hospital gave everyone a nervous feeling in the pit of their stomachs; they were all watching the scene unfold inside the confined hospital room from behind the door’s small window. The group received quite a few annoyed glances from the numerous doctors and nurses that were trying to rush by them in the seemingly endless corridor. However, they returned their full, undivided attention back to the room as the doctor sighed and sat down on his stool and scooted closer to the panicky girl on the hospital bed.
“Jordan? Jordan, please look at me,” the doctor said, pulling the shaken up girl from her thoughts as she turned her head up to look at him. “I need you to pay close attention to what I’m about to tell you, alright?” She slowly nodded, furrowing her eyebrows with worry. “When you were at your dorm at college for the first time with Micaela, which was in September of 2011… that was almost four years ago.” Jordan’s expression changed from worry to shock as the words left the doctor’s mouth. “Please stay calm as I tell you the rest, okay?” She opened her mouth to say something, then closed it again, slightly nodding. “Alright, well, over those past four years, you made a lot of friends…,” he made a gesture towards the door where Jordan noticed six or seven heads trying to peak through the small window in the door; her eyes began to water when it dawned on her that she finally made a lot of friends and she couldn’t even remember their names. Then the doctor pulled her from her thoughts again as he continued what he was saying, “… From what I can tell, you don’t remember them. However the good news is, since you do have some memory from right before the crash, you don’t have amnesia, which is permanent. You have a TBI; that’s short for a traumatic brain injury, which means that you will have terrible migraines for the next few months and you don’t remember much now, but over time, you should gain all of your memories back.”
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I felt naked in front of him. He's stripped me bare, pulled back my flesh, cracked open my rib cage to literally have my heart in his hands. He has the power to finish me off with one forceful squeeze or help hold all the pieces together while I work on mending and healing it.
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I take this time to breathe in the stale peacefulness of the room and wait for my body to properly wake up to get started with another day. My thoughts are soon abruptly stopped when I hear heavy breathing next to me, then I can feel the rise and fall of someone's chest and the heaviness of something wrapped around my torso. The imaginary glue in my eyes disappears as they open in a flash. To my utter disbelief and confusion, I find Harry sleeping...in my bed...with me.
What, when how...what in the world is happening?! My internal panic worsens when I realize if he's here he saw the broken glass and blood in the room. FUCKING HELL!
"Don't freak out, don't freak out," I talk out loud to myself but it's not fucking working.
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Last fucking chance to tell me I'm wrong and you're not hoeing around then sleep in my bed!" I say as harshly as I can. She doesn't say anything, doesn't even bat an eye at what I said. I pick up her phone on my nightstand and throw it at the closed door and watch her body tense up in anger. Her fists are white from how tightly she is clamping her fingers in her palm and her jaw is clenched.
"You said it yourself, we're just friends. Friends don't act jealous like this," she quietly speaks.
"I am not jealous; I couldn't give a fuck less. Have nothing to be jealous of." She takes a step back like I hit her, I can see her shattering right in front of me.
"You know your way out. Get the fuck out of my apartment now," she walks over to grab her phone that bounced off the wall and walks out, she stops before she closes the door all the way.