Thoughts... Sometimes you really wonder if you're going to make it. I promised myself that I would reach my goal before I let go. I know my life is better than some but... The stress and frustration is starting to cripple and suffocate me. I don't know how much longer I can hold on. - Things are happening and I don't know how I'm going to do it. I just hope and pray to God that I'll keep holding on until someone else is there to pull me up from the edge of the cliff that I've been slowly tumbling down. Because I know once I reach the bottom, my life will come to an abrupt end. I know people will miss me; it's hard to believe that the people that love me so, would suddenly turn their backs and leave me crumbling. If anything they would be discarding their anger like hot potatoes and try hurriedly to try and put me back together again. I kinda feel like a whiny little kid who just started high school and like a person who can't do anything herself; just like everyone says. I sometimes just want to pause the world to sort out all my problems. But I know life doesn't just work like that. It will keep going whether you like it or not. "Comedy can be a cathartic way to deal with personal trauma." - Robin WilliamsAll Rights Reserved