Does she like me?

Hi my name is John MCaine. I go to Melina Way high school. There are a lot of hot girls at that school but none of them are as sweet and kind as the very beautiful Julia MCailister. She is one of my best friends we are like best buds but there is only one problem I love her. I'm crazy about her I fantasize Julia and I having kids if our own living on a big house with two twin girls. I am crazy about Julia she is my world she helped me discover who I truly am. I don't know if Julia likes me she laughs when I tell a joke bit I don't know if she is flirting or if she Is just laughing at my jokes. How do I figure out if she likes me? I mean come on a girl like that would never
Like a pimple face like me I mean I don't have that many pimples it is just that I don't exactly fit in if you know what I mean. Julia us very kind at school but how would she be as a girlfriend I mean I don't know how she will act if she is all gloomy inside.