Forgiving the soldier
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10 months ago Lila was a prisoner of hydra, being tortured and trained every day. She was even supposed to be the next winter soldier since Bucky escaped with Captain America about a year ago. But then one day she was saved by the Avengers. She got a second chance and while she was still plagued by nightmares she was actually enjoying life. She was happy....but then Bucky came along...she only knew him as the winter soldier though, the man who played a major role in her training at hydra
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