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What It's Like to Be an Emanator of Nihility?

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Cale Henituse, an 18 year old red-haired teenager, suddenly fell into darkness after the beating that happened to him. He wandered through the darkness as far as he could for a very, very long time. He didn't feel hungry, thirsty, or sleepy. All he did was walk and keep walking.

He didn't know how long he had been looking for a way out. Because of the darkness, he didn't know how fast or slow time was. However, he felt like he had been walking for a very, very long time until it felt like his efforts were meaningless.

"I didn't know if you made it here. I think... I have a new friend who is the same as me." a woman with long white hair said.

"Welcome to the shadow of IX the Nihility, the new self-annihilator." the woman said again while holding out her hand.

It seemed like without Cale realizing it, he "tainted" himself with something he shouldn't have. What will happen to him?All Rights Reserved

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The Lament Of An Iniquitous Guardian Father || Lout Of the Count's Family by Xeinryuze0215

[COMPLETED] Everything around him was blurry. His body aching painfully despite the common fact that his ancient power should've healed his wounds by now. Cale couldn't even utter a low whine when he felt his wrist burn at the painful friction of the rope that was tying him. "Cale." The redhead looked at the source of the voice, a blurry shade of red moving in front of him. There was then a lamp that was settled beside him, Cale blinks to see the White Star fully in front of him and his guard raised at the maximum in case on what he plans on doing. "Eat." There was then a piece of meat that met against Cale's bleeding lips. The disgusting stench of blood penetrating his nose as he weakly glared at the man. White Star smirked, "Go on, eat. You'll get stronger." Cale's eyes blown wide when he saw the meat that the White Star was trying to feed him. It looks like a charred one that was burnt from cooking, if you ignore how blood still seeps from one of the tendons. "....!" The White Star then forced his mouth open, easily clenching Cale's jaw as he stuffed the black meat inside his mouth. Tears pooled at the side of Cale's reddish-brown eyes as he tried to spit out the meat. He can't, for the love of God, he just can't. "Listen to my pleads, my dear child. Eat." 'No...' "Raon..." ✶⊶⊷⊶⊷❍⊶⊷⊶⊷✶ This is a canon divergence. Please note that this work have trigger warnings such as blood, gore, slavery and manipulation. The main tag would be Dead Dove Do Not Eat.

Honkai Impact 3rd - What If by Cesilius1998

"Will the 'Ending' remain the same?" "Can I give them the 'Happy Ending' they truly deserve?" "Can I prevent the 'Tragic Tragedy' that will befall them?" "Can I... change their 'Fate'?" _______________________________________________ Kelvin Fujiwara is a HIKIKOMORI who shut himself away after losing his parents and younger sister in a tragic accident when he was just 15. Following his family's death, Kelvin became a reserved and cold person, showing little concern for the world outside his control, but he does care about what he can manage. He rarely smiles since that tragedy, and his life has only gotten worse since then. At 25, ten years after the incident, Kelvin has faced a lot of pain, sadness, and suffering. He's been abandoned by family, betrayed by friends, left by his girlfriend, dropped out of college, frequently lost jobs, and even faced bullying and harassment. Despite all this, Kelvin tries to live well, hitting the gym regularly, learning new things, eating healthy, and taking care of himself, especially his appearance. His only downside is that he loves to stay up late while sipping coffee. There was even a time he stayed awake for three days just to finish the Call of Duty Modern Warfare series. But one night, right after finishing Honkai Impact 3rd part 1, Kelvin experiences an intense headache, and when he wakes up, he finds himself in an unexpected place. He's been reincarnated into the game he just completed.

STABLE BOY ; Trash of the Count's Family by evamourn-

Somehow, a narcoleptic transmigrator is working as a stablehand in the Henituse County. That's fine, there's no way Cale would care enough about this random boy working with the horses, right? He can just stay here unnoticed, never getting involved with the story... Agh, if he knew he'd transmigrate, he would've at least read more of it first! - Trash of the Count's Family (TOTCF) / Lout of the Count's Family (LOTCF) Fanfiction. I don't own TCF/LCF, this is just fan fiction. WARNINGS: CASUAL DEPICTIONS OF SELF HARM, MURDER, AND IMPLIED/REFERENCED RAPE/NONCON* READ AT OWN RISK. *Implied/Reference Sexual Assault occurs at Chapters 11 and 20. Emphasis on 'implied' as it does not occur in text, just in dialogue and context clues.

「 ✦-My tiny Light-✦ 」An HSR fanfic by Tinirainboom

This story begins with a certain reader leaving home in a fit of rage and wandering off until reaching the subway, where someone silently and deliberately pushes from behind onto the tracks-to ensure a "death." Yet life takes a 360° turn. No transition, no explanation. After what should have been a traumatic end, awareness returns at the canonical starting point of the Trailblazer's journey-just like in the game. Upon closing eyes after watching Kafka leave with Silver Wolf, a strange voice echoes in the mind: "Time here is temporary. The mission is to assist the Trailblazer on their path using what is known. Good luck, little ghost." ☾Cover made by me on Canva ☾Long chapters and respect for canon ☾Main ship: Aventurine x reader x Veritas Ratio (and other platonic ships with the protagonist) ☾Realistic divergent canon, can be considered as an AU. ☾HSR is from Hoyoverse, this fanfic is non-profit. Fans for fans.

𝕸𝕬𝕹𝕬𝕾 𝖁𝕺𝕴𝕯 𝕾𝕿𝕬𝕽 {ORV X TCF} by kiana2602

After the White Star war, peace was established for the Roan Kingdom - no. Now it's the Roan Empire. However, there is a force known to the Hunters that intends to create an Onmipotence God to dominate the entire parallel universe. Cale, once again, must give up her Slacker Life and fight off the Hunters if she wants to get her Slacker Life back. But because of her negligence, even though she destroyed the Hunters, the price she paid was the price her family, her loved ones, her important people had to leave. The Roan Empire has collapsed There was no one left alive or in existence.... Cale's fear had come true. This truth or pain cannot be accepted. Cale decided to make a deal with the God of Death by exchanging her life to revive them all. The price that Cale set was that she would never return or be revived to her home again even that her emotion for them will gone and she agreed without hesitation. ۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞ [𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 𝐒𝐄𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄 𝐏𝐋𝐎𝐓 𝐓𝐄𝐑 𝐈𝐒 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐀𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔] ۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞۞ In which, Cale Henituse, a girl reincarnated into a new life and decided to live out her life. And achieve her own Slacker Life. Cale faced difficulties in this life.....again. "THAT'S MOTHER FUCKING BITCH GOD OF DEATH!!!!!!"

In Between the Balance by libertiaxx

The God of Death was punished for falling in love. Cale Henituse is in despair for losing his only lifeline. Would they be able to reunite? wherein: an alternative universe of the original timeline reacts to the current timeline [Fic thats place during Cale's coma in Interlude #1] aka: the Daughter of the Trash react fic people probably didn't expect XD

Forever And Ever by dettelazy

After recovering from his injuries, Cale woke up crying from the memory of the person he had forgotten. Trash of the Count's Family is not mine. This is a fanfiction. Picture is not mine. Ctto. Credit: @Haim_105

the trash that sleeps | totcf au by libertiaxx

Instead of transmigrating as Kim Rok Soo, Cale Henituse was sent back in time after he was reincarnated as Kim Rok Soo. But what he didn't expect, with the regression and soul merging, he was sent back after he was beaten up by Choi Han(which happened earlier than before), but the after effects were much worse than he imagined. aka: an OG! Cale harem (because he deserves all the love) with the fictional version of narcolepsy and sleep apnea. (note: I do not have medical experience or knowledge about this, that's why I made a fictional version lol)

Through Divine Intervention. || 백작가의 망나니가 되었다 by calebabvwvnn

████████████████████ "아빠, dumb." The two-year old deadpans. Cale was sure his life could not get any more miserable, his son just called him dumb! Or, Throughout his eighteen years of life, Cale Henituse has finally understand how it feels to be happy, and it comes in a shape of an infant. (Although the said child gives him too much headache and late nights.) ████████████████████ W! : I do not own the characters nor do I follow its events, this is simply a fan made version of the said novel. All rights belong to the original author (Yoo Ryeo Han). I am only writing this book for fun. This is a whole different universe so it won't be set exactly the same as the original. This is centric on the growth of Cale as a parent, those wars in the background can wait for their moments lmao.

「Those Who Seek Solace」LCF x ORV by Xeinryuze0215

Cale knew that he died, right after a few minutes after the White Star stabbed him a dagger coated with dead mana just like how he stabbed the other with the World Tree dagger. So it came to an initial shock for him to wake up inside a train that continued to run throughout galaxies, a man in a white coat in front of him. Wherein Kim Dokja receives a companion amidst the loneliness of the train while he continued to dream.

Life Past The Recordings by RoyalKareem

He's fine. No, really, He's already getting much better with only little to nonexistent pain left. But This. Damned. Records!!! They're just so damn annoying!!! Also why are they staring at him like that? They've been doing that lately. But Cale just couldn't figure it out. There's no scar on his exposed exterior and there's just nothing wrong with his body. So, why the heck people just keep on staring at him? "Hey, be honest... is there something on my face?" 《Sequel to Constellations Series》

Never Trust Others Except Yourself by Niandyartic

Cale henituse did 'not' survived after using instant. Time is morphed and crumbled after Cale used the said power, to prevent the chaos erupting, the GoD decided to contain the source of the problem (Cale Henituse) in an empty space, where any living beings could not interfere nor touch the young master until the problem could be fixed. While the sudden disappearance of the young master happened, the bear king Sayeru realized that his power has been significantly weakened to the point that he could not even use them normally anymore. The same goes to the White Star, Alberu, Choi Han, and many others who had tremendous powers, on the day where Cale Henituse dissapeared, the eastern and western continents power suddenly.. Weakened. All of the people, strong, weak, or neither, are equal in strenght. Those who are sick are healed in such a short time, and they who were fighting had their weapons dissapear as their hurting body healed in an instant. It seems like the whole continent is on a 'Peace mode' that means that they could not go to war with the sudden condition. the hero and the villain decided to hold a meeting to find the cause of this sudden incident... "Wait, Where is Cale Henituse? " - Trying to escape the white prison, he used his ancient power, the answer of the action is that he was pulled by a mysterious gravity.. Cale was transported to a different dimension, where now he appeared in a forest..with the remains of a burnt village, 2 years ago. -Excuse me, hello! I am Asycky, you can not detect me, it is because I am an ancient power. -..huh? What? So that means- -Shoot! He's going to explode! -ah! Wait, I can explain! The sudden appearing ancient power, Asycky stopped them before causing any more screaming. -My ability can neutralize ones body and change them to the previous condition, it is passive so you guys shouldn't worry. Cale finds himself in the past...

A Forced Employment by Amalialaaa

"What do you want from me, Nedzu?" "I would like you to study under me, Henituse-san." 'Hm? What?' "Of course, I would still want you to be safe from the villains targeting you, so you would need to stay here most of the time." 'This fucker.' Or, after falling unconscious, Cale wakes up in UA's infirmary, confused with a mission to somehow get home. Along the way, he unwillingly becomes a teacher assistant? Cale never signed up for this.

Because of You. (DISCONTINUED) by UrLocalAtrocity

[Discontinued] Cale made a friend! An elegant, cheerful and sweet gentleman! He was someone who "Enjoys Everything" He rarely speaks bad about anybody, and even then, he would say it the lightest way possible. He is a friendly presence, he is light-hearted enough to joke occasionally. He enjoys interacting with people and is very good at it. OR Cale made a friend, an elf friend! _____ Tboah x Honkai Impact. _____ #1 in MyAu - 14/01/23

Visitors From Another World (𝐃𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃) by VibeSimpsAlot

𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐒 𝐖𝐎𝐑𝐊 𝐇𝐀𝐒 𝐁𝐄𝐄𝐍 𝐃𝐑𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐄𝐃. 𝐅𝐨𝐫 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐂𝐚𝐥𝐞 𝐇𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐮𝐬𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐨𝐬𝐬𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐢𝐜𝐬, 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐲 𝐩𝐮𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐝 𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬. [Tcf x Hsr] [Trash of the Count's Family x Honkai: Star Rail] Travelers from afar have landed their spacecraft, the "astral express", onto the property of the Roan Empire. Their clothes and even their speech are weird, they say they plan to save them from a "stellaron"? A disease that has been slowly chipping away at their world? And they're not alone! They've brought company! [Cale Henituse x Various HSR men] (Basically them fighting for Cale) ❗️I do not own any of the characters nor where they come from. They have their own respective owners. ❗️Personalities and information in this fanfic is not completely canon (OOC), but I try to make sure it is though I don't really know. ❗️Grammar and spelling/mistakes might be visible, I don't edit/proofread before publishing :,) ❗️No smut because I can't??? #3 in #cale (11/7/24) #1 in #cale (11/9/24)

Dandelion's Latibule [TCF/LCF Fanfiction] by Yingsen

[Time Traveller Cale] In a world where peace was only provided for a brief moment following the death of the White Star. Cale Henituse, 30 years old and one of the only people left in their world after defending the Roan Empire with his newfound family against the hunters and demonic race. With all of it gone like dust and no one to live for, the God of Death sends him back from the beginning where he will find comfort and solace. With one final attempt to achieve his eternal peace, he sets out to fix everything. or TBOAH attaching themselves to the side of the mysterious Cale who's tired and wants to rest for eternity. Warning: Mentions of trauma & depression. + an extremely exhausted and distant Cale

Child of thames..? by EllieAutumn362

[rewritten] Cale sat on the couch, utterly done. Across from him sat the culprit of his misery-the God of Death. A commander, Cale? Ha! More like a chubby toddler with baby hands. Cale's eye twitched. "Explain." The god gulped. "Cale, my child... I-I didn't mean to! The intrusive thoughts won..." Cale inhaled sharply. 'Murder is illegal. Murder is illegal-oh hell-i don't care!' Beside him, Angela gasped dramatically, hands clasped together. "Kyaa! Cale-child! You're so adorable! I can't wait to see your cha-ahem, help to that world!" Cale, a grown man trapped in a four-year-old's body, stared soullessly into the void. He needed a nap. Or a weapon. --- Meanwhile, in another world... Og!Cale sat alone on his fourteenth birthday, his only gift being existential dread. Then, boom! A flash of light- And suddenly, on his floor lay a tiny redheaded kid, unconscious and bleeding. Og!Cale stared. His heart skipped a beat. '...Did I just get a son?-No! what am I thinking?!'

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𝕸𝕬𝕹𝕬𝕾 𝖁𝕺𝕴𝕯 𝕾𝕿𝕬𝕽 {ORV X TCF} cover

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Forever And Ever cover

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Through Divine Intervention. || 백작가의 망나니가 되었다 cover

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The Lament Of An Iniquitous Guardian Father || Lout Of the Count's Family

[COMPLETED] Everything around him was blurry. His body aching painfully despite the common fact that his ancient power should've healed his wounds by now. Cale couldn't even utter a low whine when he felt his wrist burn at the painful friction of the rope that was tying him. "Cale." The redhead looked at the source of the voice, a blurry shade of red moving in front of him. There was then a lamp that was settled beside him, Cale blinks to see the White Star fully in front of him and his guard raised at the maximum in case on what he plans on doing. "Eat." There was then a piece of meat that met against Cale's bleeding lips. The disgusting stench of blood penetrating his nose as he weakly glared at the man. White Star smirked, "Go on, eat. You'll get stronger." Cale's eyes blown wide when he saw the meat that the White Star was trying to feed him. It looks like a charred one that was burnt from cooking, if you ignore how blood still seeps from one of the tendons. "....!" The White Star then forced his mouth open, easily clenching Cale's jaw as he stuffed the black meat inside his mouth. Tears pooled at the side of Cale's reddish-brown eyes as he tried to spit out the meat. He can't, for the love of God, he just can't. "Listen to my pleads, my dear child. Eat." 'No...' "Raon..." ✶⊶⊷⊶⊷❍⊶⊷⊶⊷✶ This is a canon divergence. Please note that this work have trigger warnings such as blood, gore, slavery and manipulation. The main tag would be Dead Dove Do Not Eat.