behind the scenes - part one

Is there a reason not to fall into places even when you're falling into pieces right now?

Finding pieces of puzzles and realizing it's a part of growing up and getting older.
I decided to look through other perspectives like film scenes and rose-colored glasses... hoping for a silver lining... that makes growing older and uncovering, worth living!
So I made up my mind and wrote these thoughts (so little it seems in that exact moment, so heavy it weighs now) on a piece of paper before I wrote them in this book.