Need to get off my chest

I don't really know what possessed me to redownload wattpad to vent in a stupid book th in g but i don't really have anyone to talk to about this stuff and i can't afford therapy 🥰🤞

all that aside, you don't have to read this but if anyone does (or worse if you know me irl) you could give me advice on stuff or just ignore it completely

i might delete this at some point but idk

you might also be thinking "why not just write in a diary or in your notes app" and im not because

1. my mum looks through my phone and she doesn't know what this is so doesn't look at it

and 2. because if anything i know that there is a possibility that someone out there might read this and relate or better yet can help

if i was writing in my notes app or a diary, basically nobody would ever see it. At least if it is on here, im not entirely alone