" All I ever had wanted was some love from people around me but never get it, when I met you I thought you were different from others but in the end you proved me wrong, my l-love " He wanted to be loved,to feel the intoxicated feeling love,to be cherished by someone selflessly, to find his happiness without any selfish need.he found it and even enjoyed it too but soon he was reminded of how cruel this world can be and you are just a mere pawn in someone's chess game nothing less,nothing more and in the last you are just going to be tossed around when one of the opponent wins the match. That's what he was,just a mere pawn.