Who am I (rewritten fr this time)

This is gonna be lame but im going to explain who I am and why im writing this. Im Sam Gold (I promise I had the gold name before 2020) im also known as bubblepopsam. I wrote the fanfic 'who am I?' Like three years ago when I was in middle school, when I finally made a new account I decided to read it and it's not that horrible. I'm going to write it with more realistic conversations, relationships, timing, and im going to be getting rid of sm smut bc wtf it did not need allat.
Im going to be using the same characters, I know a good amount of them have been outed for horrible things. Please don't think i support these content creators i am using the characters from the dream smp not the content creators. I will be using their names but that bc it won't look dumb.
This book is about karl jacobs, sapnap, quackity, wilbur soot, and a few other people that were popular in 2020-2022. Please do not think that I am showing my opinions of theses people through my writing. I have very strong opinions about them that im sure many people share with me.
I does take place in real life and the personalities are very different. I'm basically just using their names and appearances.

--THIS STORY CONTAINS MANY TRIGGERS--
.self harm
. A suicide/suicide attempts
.heavy focus on eating disorders
.manipulation and abusive relationships
.upsetting family relationships
.death
.cancer
.depression, anxiety, disassociation, breakdowns
.lgbtqia+

Please mind that the pacing my get slow at some points and that there may be small spelling errors

I do genuinely hope you enjoy reading this because I know I'll enjoy getting to rewrite it <3